Praat Sucks :/

The result for the Praat assignments that I’ve been worried about has finally come out and seriously speaking, it was nerve cracking the moment I keyed in my username and password to log into Spectrum. Damn it, to think that I had to go through loads of references for the assignment and still getting unsatisfactory slightly pass grade kills me, barbarically. Now I wonder, who should I blame for this? Me, myself for doing the last minute touchups, thinking that I need to first collect whole loads of references to read up or the fact that I didn’t update my work with the lecturer from time to time? The second class test was a horrid as well, now I’m seriously far from getting a secured A+ for the course and you know why I care so much? Simply because I have no confidence in this subject! Somebody please just give me a knock on my head and remind me to study really hard during study week please!!!! :s I want an “A”, so badly…. L